It is absoultely fantastic to check my blog and see comments even if they are all from my sitster. I don't care it still makes me feel great!

I keep debating whether I should start to write about our pending adoption or not and I keep coming to the same conclusion. Not. I still feel very protective of my emotions around this and I hope that when "it" finally goes down that I can do a big download of everything that we have been going through.
My mind is on work right now and I'm finding it hard to concentrate on writing. Basically I keep making a list in my head of everything I need to do within the next few working days to make things right with my project. I've got a heck of a lot of stuff to take care of and I'm not looking forward to tomorrow. It just seems as if since the begining of this year that a good portion of my day at work is spent dealing or maybe just worrying about things at home. My "life/work" balance isn't good right now, at least not mentally. When there are big life events going on I often use work as a means of escape. The down side is during these times I don't have the time to throw my self completely into work because I know I have more important things outside of work. Then I just keep turning this cycle of opposing thoughts over and over in my head and the end result is little progress in both areas.